So I had a dream last night that I was riding a school bus with some
people. I can't remember exactly who though.

We were passing by the university avenue side of the Bronx. Something
happened that I don't quite recall. But I ended up outside of the bus
exchanging some words with a bunch of thugs.

At one point one of the brave punks came towards me and attempted to
hit me, his attack was a joke, and I evaded it with ease. His twin
followed suit and I evaded as well, this time however I took 2 shots
at each of them in retaliation to expose that I could crush them both
easily.

Now a few more words were exchange. At some point one of the thugs
says "you really want this". He then exposed a tec9 or a mach10 and
came towards me. I put my hands up and said "you got it bro, aight,
you got it". I started backing up.

The 2 twins whom I had just decked in the face twice each then got
brave. Started talking crap. "Yeah, you scared now". Please, are you
kidding me? He is holding a firearm, he's too far to disarm, I don't
stand a chance.

As I backed up I turned a corner and ran. I heard them laughing,
calling me a p*ssy. But I had to get out of there. Who is the real
p*ssy? The gun wielding one fired a few shots in the air and called me
a p*ssy again. Your friends were getting tooled, both at the same
time, you had to produce a semiautomatic weapon to help them. There
were about 12 of you, who's the p*ssy.

Though this was a dream it felt very real, the neighborhood,
everything felt so real. I had experienced something like this in real
life a few times. But unlike the dream, in real life I had nowhere to
go, and I got caught. What would follow was a beat down, face slaps,
mugging, and real humiliation. At least I didn't get shot. Some people
in my hood were not that lucky.

How weird is that? I just had some stuff going on with my pops and
some thugs and I dreamt about it.

On a side note, I also dreamed I was riding on the outside back of a
bus, and I was eating solid foods. This is probably due to my juicing.
I woke up thinking "I am weak, not even one day", then I realized I
was dreaming. Heheh. So I'm still in the game.

Yesterday I had a total of four shakes, overall I felt ok, at random
points I have had a slight headache, but it passes once I ingest some
food (a shake). This a.m I woke up with a slight headache but again I
feel ok after breakfast.

This is day 2 for me. My goal was set at 5 days, but I'm open to
continue longer if my body feels ok and can handle it. The plan is to
shift my eating patterns back to clean eating, long term I'd like to
replace a meal or two with veggie and fruit shakes.

This fast is to show myself that I can survive only eating shakes.
When I am eating solids and shakes only, the periods I am starving for
more food I'll think back to this week of just liquid and remember
that I lived comfortably on less.

Another option long term I have considered is doing weeks where I'll
take every other day and only juice. I'm mixing it up here, trying to
get my body back to an acceptable form.

The ways of old don't work for me anymore, so I've had to make
adjustments. Wish me luck and continued success.

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